I wanted apologize. Not for you but for myself. You only treated me the way I allowed you to. It’s also not your fault that I failed to get you to understand the affect your actions and words had on me. Please accept my apology. For I acted this way out of fear. Fear that you wouldn’t like me that you would become mad with me and most of all that you would hurt me. But in avoiding all those fears I got them in spades. You don’t like me. I mad you mad. And you hurt me even worse. So now I’m trying something new. I’m tell you how I feel what I want what don’t want and setting a standard as to what you can do to me. And you might not like me may be even mad at me. But I won’t hurt as much as I have.

Pissed, why is it you what you really cant spare and people take twice the amount they deserve

I feel like it'll never be the what it was and what it is more than I can carry I must let go, let God

I cant figure out if im glad he's gone cause when he's not my world crumbles just a little now the only thing i have is freedom and it cost everything i had

Feelin lost with out my brightest stars but i know they'll guide me back home shout out to the people living in my Hector you'll always be my baby my momma cuz she stands beside me even if she stands alone and chris your the fight in me even dazzed with you im not going down